It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here for the next four years in this town.

Why can't you go here? It sounds almost exactly the same. :/

Honestly, it's horrible how we're apart. Plus the fact that I don't have an iphone YET, it is so hard to skype or talk to you. It's not that we don't put in the effort to, it's just that we have commitments that are important too. Going shopping on Saturday, was probably the weirdest feeling ever. There was no "Ew desi, that's so aunty." or "That's so you, desi." or "Come on dulcy, desi's taste is weird." from you.

What sucks even more is that I am in a netball team that doesn't have both my sisters at all. It is my first time playing without having our secret ultimate defending skills together. It is my first time playing without you guys giving me death stares on court, but smiling faces outside. It is my first time playing without you guys shouting out my name, and feeling you want to kill me for doing that wrong mistake.

Netball was our thing. Our thing that we enjoyed for the past 10 years of our lives. It is so hard to appreciate it right now.

I wish all of you guys were here. It really makes the whole of us. It brings out the best in us. It doesn't make us feel like there's a damn hole that can't be mended till you're here. I miss random times where you guys just come snuggling into my bed, and somehow we all just fall asleep on one bed, fighting for space.

Maybe I haven't thought this through enough, that maybe I just can't live without you guys. I want us. Not just one person, the whole package. The whole package.

When they say three is a crowd. I say that a crowd of three of us is pretty much damn right awesome.