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Time has change us, but not love.

7 years ago, we were 12 going on 13 years old.
7 years ago, we are as black as charcoal.
7 years ago, we would do stupid things like wasting money on neoprints.
7 years ago, we had to share 1 hand phone within 3.
7 years ago...

But most importantly,
7 years ago, we were inseparable.

I miss you dopplegangers so much. Just one more month and we'll be back in Singapore again! (:

Belief.

I'm just glad I know I have the back's of my other two dopplegangers even when everyone seems to be going against me. At least I know, finally, someone understands how to walk in my shoes (both literally and figuratively). Then suddenly I realize, maybe humanity isn't all that bad anymore. It's times like these when you doubt humanity and they clear up that grey skies slightly.

Hey, guess what? I've got your backs too. :)

2 more weeks till we meet

No one have been updating this blog! I shall be the one that revive it! ANYWAY, I'm so egg-cited that I'll be going up to Dublin to see daffy over the WHOLE EASTER BREAK! Well, we got to study too! The good thing is, the currency is euros not pounds, so I won't be spending any money! HAHA! No, just kidding, that's not the good thing. The good thing is I get to REUNITE with my lost-sister! Hahaha :D:D And I finally get to see her room, which she claims to be bigger than mine (which I don't believe). But anyway, 2 weeks count down! Let's go! Daffy FIGHTING! Desi FIGHTING! :D:D

End of CNY reunion.

Oh wow, finally having the time to blog on this. I was having my 2 weeks inter semester break which coincidentally coincides with CNY, so my parents came up and have a reunion in London! :) Didn't want to waste the time to blog on this and forgoing the quality time I can spend with them.

My parents just left about 4 hours ago, and I came back crying. :( It's weird how my room used to be so empty and once they came, they added new shelves, new wardrobe space and everything. Even though knowing I'm only going to stay here for another few months and it's kinda going to be a waste of money. But my parents rather let me live in comfort for that few months and just 'waste' that money. It moved me. :') Sweetest parents ever.

Now my room is extremely empty. :( Exactly 4 more months and I'll be back home..

Take a chance and don't ever look back

London trip is over. The time spent together was amazing, I never regretted any moment during that period. That last few moments when we were staring at the train board seeing which platform will my train be at, drinking bubble tea and just smiling away. I don't know about the rest, but deep inside me, I wanted to cry, I didn't want to leave, I wanted to stay, a few more days, a few more hours, but it was time to go. That last few hugs and exchanges we had about studying well and 'check-in' timings at 8.30pm everyday.. How I wish time could stop there. But time waits for no man.

Before I went down to London, I was afraid, afraid that things will not be the same, things would be awkward, there will be lots of awkward silences. But to my surprise, things changed, changed for the better, the first moment we saw each other, everyone within the 10km radius could hear the YENS bursting out in laughter. We bonded so much better than ever. I hope things stays like this, or get even better. 

Right now, I can't wait for exams to be over and head down to London to have our Chinese New Year's Reunion dinner together, this time, with mum and dad whom we haven't physically seen in months. So the 4 future Yen Doctors, FIGHTING :)

"Dear Diary, 

Here are some random thoughts.

I can't help but feel that it's so heartwarming whenever I see triplets' pictures. I don't know how it feels like to have sisters to stay through your side ever since the day you were born, I don't know how good it feels like to be able to do every single thing together, through the ups and downs of life. 

It warms my heart to know how these three sisters go through everything together, until one day they have to be seperated to further their studies. Even so, I feel they are still close as ever when I see their pictures. Each picture reveals more than just happiness and love. I can literally feel the bond here in Singapore, I felt their little hearts bursting into joy when they first met each other after months. My mind subconsciously puts myself into their shoe. From the moment they knew they were studying together in St Andrews,  to the moment when Daffy had to leave for Ireland, to the moment they finally got to meet each other for Christmas. The feeling when you just settled down in a foreign country, when classes started and the feeling's different of not having all three mugging together physically like the past, the feeling of encouraging each other to not give up because you guys chose this path and are destined to save others' lifes, the feeling of skyping each other, the feeling of being on the verge of giving up but taking a peek at your sisters and they have never given up so you chose not to quit either, the feeling of going through a hell week in school, the feeling of immerse stress and pressure, the feeling of home sick, the feeling of not having sushi and chinese food, the feeling of pulling through the last few weeks before Christmas, the feeling of packing up and preparing to head to London, the funny feeling you get into your stomach when you're on the way to London, the feeling of stepping into London and being an inch closer to your sibilings, the feeling when you strike big steps down the pathment and you can no longer contain your excitment, the feeling of home when you finally got to see/feel/hug your sibilings... All these thoughts run wild in my mind. I feel like home for you girls too 

I must say, you three are the most respected girls I've ever met, really. Forget about all the bitchings we did in secondary school days. I always wanted to be a boy because I thought guys see a bigger picture and can do much more things than girls would, but you three proved me wrong. You showed me that girls are equally capable, as long as you have the determination, movation and dispicline. You girls are unlike my other friends who only fret if their make up smudge or if their outfits make sense. Not saying they're stupid or whatsoever, just being completely honest  

To cut long story short, I really take my hat off you girls. YOU'RE my motivation. At least when I study alone at night, I know I'm not really alone <3

I just want to share my thoughts with you, since I don't blog anymore. I want to let you girls know, no matter how tough studying is, we will make it through and we should never give up! I love you girls and I hope y'all had a MERRY CHRISTMAS <3 Please come back next year for Christmas! 

With truckloads of love,

Beefang"

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I'm never good at words like this, but when I first saw this email that was sent to us last night in macdonalds. I just melted. I never knew our lives would motivate someone so much. I was always motivated by someone, but never did I thought we would be a motivation for some people. It wasn't easy to have a change in environment where everyone is at a different place, but deep down we knew that no matter how far we were, we are still as close as ever. The anticipation and count down to this trip was actually almost killing me. That sight of the doppelganger in the tube station waiting for me, amazing feeling :) Christmas was different. A few hiccups but it was still as awesome as ever. If I could turn back time again, I would repeat this. I'm bad at expressing my emotions, but thank you beefang, for making me think back on everything that has happened and letting me appreciate things a little more. I love you girls.